Sunday, April 10, 2011


Hey girlies :)

Been gone for... 6 days. Almost a week. I haven't been feeling up to posting.

I got sick on Thursday. Didn't go to school that day or Friday. It sucked. I guess there was a party on Friday 'cause people were talking about it? I don't know. And I don't quite care 'cause it was at someone-I-have-never-really-been-friends-with's house... I think.

I feel quite disgusting right now. I'm gonna go wash my face, clean my makeup brushes, brush my teeth, all that jazz.

Oh, and Food's been... okay. Not the best I can do. But the good has been out-ruling the bad... like 80% to 20%.

Stay lovely,

Monday, April 4, 2011

Being Happy With Myself

Hello, girlies :)
How was your weekend? 
Sorry I was gone.

Friday night, I went to a party type thing. I saw M... every time I say I'm over him, I'm lying to myself. He looked super awkward because everyone was jumping up and down and dancing and fist-pumping. But a guy came up to me and said hi and gave me a high-five... I wish I got his name or something. Another guy kept dancing around me and my friends. He was kinda cute but not really my type.
Saturday was a very active day. I went to a 5k walk/run, which is a little over 3 miles :D I walked most of the time and ran maybe 4 times with my friends. After, I went to lunch with E and then me, E, A, and S all went to the mall. Lots of walking :D. A little later, we all went to a birthday party for D. There was drama and a bunch of us left some people and went walking around the neighborhood.
I'm gonna guess I walked 5 miles on Saturday.
I didn't eat a ton, either so... I looked pretty good that day :)

Intake (Saturday):
Breakfast: Kashi cereal w/ almond milk, mixed berries, apple
Lunch: hot dog :(, Turkey Club on a whole-wheat bagel, V8
Snack: chocolate yogurt w/ coconut
Dinner: 2 small slices of pizza (1 pepparoni and 1 plain cheese), ice cream cake, 1 small brownie, 1 small slice of bread, Diet Lime Cola
And lots of water.

That sounds like a lot but, a year-and-a-half ago and it would've been double (maybe even triple, if I hadn't decided to lose weight)that and/or with about 10,000 calories. Eep. Also, I probably wouldn't have gone to the party, the mall, the birthday party, any of that.

Today, I didn't eat much. I don't get hungry much anymore. I ate:
-Egg Beaters (about 105 calories total)
-apple(s)... can't remember if I had one for breakfast but I definitely had one for lunch
-3 cups of coffee w/ stevia and creamer
-high fiber tortilla w/ 1 tbsp pb
-some pretzel crisps
-pb & banana smoothie thingy
-3 Weight Watchers Toffee bars
-half of a very disgusting cupcake
-& lots of water
-oh, and gum

Geez, that sounds like a shitton of crap... urg :(

I think I'm going to try the Special K Challenge w/ Mom... I leave for my Spring Break in a little over 2 weeks. 

So, I got the Versatile Blogger Award from Leto. Thank you :)

The Rules:
1. Thank the person who loved you enough to bestow this gift
2. Share seven things about yourself.
3. Bestow this honor onto 10 newly discovered or followed bloggers– in no particular order– who are fantastic in some way.
4. Drop by and let your ten new friends know you admire them.

Got the thank you down :)

1. Did you have a girl who was overweight and nerdy in your class? I did... it was me. 
2. I was always bullied when I was younger and, last year, I was cyber-bullied
3. My real name isn't Abbey. 
4. I can be a bitch but I'm a sophisticated bitch
5. I've never cried for someone (unless they died) or cried in a movie. 
6. I've always had some weird interest in cutting, eating disorders, drug use, alcoholism, etc.
7. My mom overprotects and has no idea what I know, what I've seen, or what I've done. 

Since everyone I follow or know of has gotten this award and has posted about this, I bestow (never thought I'd use that word!) this award to: 

Love ya, 

I imagine my thighs like this.