tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27509663346107357462024-03-14T06:41:58.199-07:00bitter/sweetAbbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.comBlogger32125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-88468061835572677722011-04-10T19:17:00.000-07:002011-04-10T19:17:11.813-07:0010:17pmHey girlies :)<br />
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Been gone for... 6 days. Almost a week. I haven't been feeling up to posting.<br />
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I got sick on Thursday. Didn't go to school that day or Friday. It sucked. I guess there was a party on Friday 'cause people were talking about it? I don't know. And I don't quite care 'cause it was at someone-I-have-never-really-been-friends-with's house... I think.<br />
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I feel quite disgusting right now. I'm gonna go wash my face, clean my makeup brushes, brush my teeth, all that jazz.<br />
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Oh, and Food's been... okay. Not the best I can do. But the good has been out-ruling the bad... like 80% to 20%.<br />
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Stay lovely,<br />
Abbey<br />
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</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Friday night, I went to a party type thing. I saw M... every time I say I'm over him, I'm lying to myself. He looked super awkward because everyone was jumping up and down and dancing and fist-pumping. But a guy came up to me and said hi and gave me a high-five... I wish I got his name or something. Another guy kept dancing around me and my friends. He was kinda cute but not really my type.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Saturday was a very active day. I went to a 5k walk/run, which is a little over 3 miles :D I walked most of the time and ran maybe 4 times with my friends. After, I went to lunch with E and then me, E, A, and S all went to the mall. Lots of walking :D. A little later, we all went to a birthday party for D. There was drama and a bunch of us left some people and went walking around the neighborhood.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">I'm gonna guess I walked 5 miles on Saturday.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">I didn't eat a ton, either so... I looked pretty good that day :)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Intake (Saturday):</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Breakfast: Kashi cereal w/ almond milk, mixed berries, apple</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Lunch: hot dog :(, Turkey Club on a whole-wheat bagel, V8</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Snack: chocolate yogurt w/ coconut</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Dinner: 2 small slices of pizza (1 pepparoni and 1 plain cheese), ice cream cake, 1 small brownie, 1 small slice of bread, Diet Lime Cola</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">And lots of water.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">That sounds like a lot but, a year-and-a-half ago and it would've been double (maybe even triple, if I hadn't decided to lose weight)that and/or with about 10,000 calories. Eep. Also, I probably wouldn't have gone to the party, the mall, the birthday party, any of that.</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">Today, I didn't eat much. I don't get hungry much anymore. I ate:</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">-Egg Beaters (about 105 calories total)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">-apple(s)... can't remember if I had one for breakfast but I definitely had one for lunch</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">-almonds</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">-3 cups of coffee w/ stevia and creamer</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">-high fiber tortilla w/ 1 tbsp pb</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">-some pretzel crisps</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">-pb & banana smoothie thingy</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">-3 Weight Watchers Toffee bars</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">-half of a very disgusting cupcake</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">-& lots of water</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">-oh, and gum<br />
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Geez, that sounds like a shitton of crap... urg :(</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">I think I'm going to try the Special K Challenge w/ Mom... I leave for my Spring Break in a little over 2 weeks. </div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;">So, I got the Versatile Blogger Award from <a href="http://leto-waning.blogspot.com/">Leto</a>. Thank you :)</div><div style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px;"><br />
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</span> </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">1. Did you have a girl who was overweight and nerdy in your class? I did... it was me. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; line-height: 18px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">2. I was always bullied when I was younger and, last year, I was cyber-bullied</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">3. My real name isn't Abbey. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">4. I can be a bitch but I'm a sophisticated bitch</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">5. I've never cried for someone (unless they died) or cried in a movie. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">6. I've always had some weird interest in cutting, eating disorders, drug use, alcoholism, etc.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">7. My mom overprotects and has no idea what I know, what I've seen, or what I've done. </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;"><br />
</span> </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">Since everyone I follow or know of has gotten this award and has posted about this, I bestow (never thought I'd use that word!) this award to: </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif;"><a href="http://bellawillbethin.blogspot.com/"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">BellaAna</span></a></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">and</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif;"><a href="http://lifelessdrama.blogspot.com/"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">Kitti-Ann</span></a></span></div><div><br />
</div><div>Love ya, </div><div>Abbey</div><div><br />
</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #868686; font-family: arial; font-size: 11px; line-height: 13px;"><a href="http://youcannibal.tumblr.com/post/4134020972" style="color: #9b7e93; text-decoration: none;"><img alt="" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_liq1gbcGBr1qelvlyo1_500.jpg" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px;" width="500px" /></a></span></div><div>I imagine my thighs like this.</div><div><br />
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Decided I'm over M. I don't know why... I just remember a guy from this summer that told my cousin that he liked me and he is kinda cute and he knows the guys at my school though he doesn't go there and he goes to the fish fries sooo... yup. Holy run-on sentence, batman! I could see me dating him and lip-kissing unlike when I liked M so... we'll call him B, okay? For now at least. Probably won't hear about him since he doesn't go to my school.<br />
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Food's been good. Ran out of V8... boo. I got my period, too. :( I haven't had a legit period since about August so... 7 months. Wow.<br />
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Not much else.<br />
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Oh, 6 followers now :). Thank you for following!<br />
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Love,<br />
Abbey<br />
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ps. Made plans with E to go to the mall this weekend! I'm excited... I can kind of imagine us taking pictures of each other, me with some goofy hat and nerd glasses in Hot Topic. lol I kinda like that place. We invited J and D, but D can't go and J doesn't know yet. I still have to ask A and M (girl) if they want to go too.<br />
pps. I am in love with the band "Tonight Alive". My favorite song is "<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aqnf-6AiCAc&feature=related">To Die For</a>"Abbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-37645168427147256952011-03-24T19:21:00.000-07:002011-03-24T19:55:24.962-07:0010:19pmHey there.<br />
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</div><div>Um... not much has gone on. Feeling alone a lot this week... maybe it's 'cause of all this school musical stuff. I don't know. One of my friends was a lead and she was so effing amazing. She's super pretty and thin... makes me jealous. Anyway, I have to do the same thing again tomorrow. There's a dance going on and a Fish Fry thing... just found out about the dance so I'm not going and no one's going to Fish Fry 'cause of the play. </div><div><br />
</div><div>Been reading <i>Master Your Metabolism</i> by Jillian Michaels. It explains how your hormones work with your metabolism. I took notes for Mom since she wants to do this with me and I told her I'd read the book so she wouldn't have to. I probably sound mean, but I don't think she can do it... its legit organic food you have to eat. The book also explains how your body doesn't know how to process the calories in processed food, high fructose corn syrup, artificial sweeteners, etc, and turns them into fat. I'm might post the notes in a little tab thing at the top when I finish it... hoping that happens tomorrow. If you want to get full details, I recommend reading the book.<br />
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My dad said he was gonna get our treadmill out of the basement and into someplace so I won't have to run by myself and get kidnapped. hehe</div><div><br />
</div><div>I'll read blogs tomorrow. </div><div>Hope you all have a good weekend :)</div><div><br />
</div><div>xoxo, </div><div>Abbey</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #868686; font-family: arial; font-size: 11px; line-height: 13px;"><a href="http://asinglemoment.tumblr.com/post/3880858412" style="color: #9b7e93; text-decoration: none;"><img alt="" src="http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_li44l7YNOr1qc6jvio1_500.jpg" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px;" width="500px" /></a></span></div><div><br />
</div><div>ps. I saw the girl that ruined my reputation tonight. Bitch. Didn't talk to her. I don't like her and I don't understand why everyone else does. She does drugs and drinks at parties, thought she was pregnant (you can't get preggers from butt sex, bitch), and God knows what else. I wanna tell her off. </div><div>pps. Still in love with M. He sends me mixed signals. I hate it. </div>Abbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-21555129351004304372011-03-24T12:45:00.001-07:002011-03-24T12:45:01.063-07:00I wish someone told me the truth so I could finally stop wondering and get on with my life.Abbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-8745524834608236422011-03-21T11:05:00.000-07:002011-03-21T11:05:58.772-07:00How Long Will This Take?I hate clothes.<br />
I tried my new clothes on. The shirts were fine on the tummy, acceptable to wear in public with a little stretching. They made my boobs look huge, as do everything else that is not a fucking hoodie. The pull-over thingie looked wrong on me because of my big boobs. And the short were too tight on my thighs... I hate this.<br />
Someone, take them. I hate them. I'm short and they look all wrong.<br />
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I love clothes.<br />
I love online shopping. I'm afraid someone will judge me if I go into a store. I won't go with my friends because I don't want to have to ask "Does this make me look fat?". I have to go with my mom or grandma and it doesn't work because my mom will end up fighting and it gets awkward something with grandma. Also, I can look for hours, past closing time, and not have to try a thing on.<br />
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Your view on clothes?<br />
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I just want to look/feel good in them. I can't wait for that day when I can wear skinny jeans and have a pretty gap between my thighs. When I can wear horizontal stripes and not look like I'm 11 feet wide. When I can wear a shirt that is too big and still look thin. When I can wear shorts and not be ashamed. When I can wear a bikini... oh, the list goes on.<br />
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How long will I have to wait? How long will this take?<br />
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I want to be the poster-child for petite girls. Thin. Small thighs. Small boobs. Everything small, I guess.<br />
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xoxo,<br />
AbbeyAbbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-76766747456979539482011-03-20T18:57:00.000-07:002011-03-20T18:59:47.102-07:009:57pmOh God. I'm sorry for the depressing (2) posts. No more... for awhile. Kapeesh?<br />
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E said "We should go to the mall sometime!" and it kinda caught me off guard. Oh well....<br />
Went shopping with Mom today... bought 4 pairs of shorts, I think 3 shirts, a pull-over type thing. I was going to buy some shoes, too, but everyone has them and I don't like being like everyone... so I didn't. I would have bought a few hoodies because that's the only thing I'm comfortable wearing.<br />
I hate my arms,<br />
my legs,<br />
my face (the shape),<br />
and especially my stomach.<br />
Mom said I was skinny but I don't see it. I'm short so my weight is too high and all I see is fat on my thighs and stomach... I don't see how that can be.<br />
Silly Mommy.<br />
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Nothing else, really.<br />
Have a good week.<br />
My goals for this week: cardio everyday, finish my book by Tuesday, finish the other book by Friday, ... yup.<br />
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xoxo,<br />
Abbey<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #646464; font-family: Arial, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 16px;"><a href="http://sip-dune-belle.tumblr.com/post/1145485508" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; color: #f1446f; font-size: 16px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-decoration: underline; vertical-align: baseline;"><img alt="" src="http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l8yp05cBjM1qcpusqo1_400.jpg" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-color: rgb(241, 68, 111); border-bottom-style: solid; border-bottom-width: 1px; border-color: initial; border-left-color: rgb(241, 68, 111); border-left-style: solid; border-left-width: 1px; border-right-color: rgb(241, 68, 111); border-right-style: solid; border-right-width: 1px; border-style: initial; border-top-color: rgb(241, 68, 111); border-top-style: solid; border-top-width: 1px; font-size: 16px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 20px; margin-top: 5px; max-width: 400px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 5px; padding-right: 5px; padding-top: 5px; vertical-align: baseline;" /></a></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #646464; font-family: Arial, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 16px;"><a href="http://lezbeein.tumblr.com/post/3604539499/unff" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; color: #f1446f; font-size: 16px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-decoration: underline; vertical-align: baseline;"><img alt="" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lhg4uyqexW1qggqvoo1_400.jpg" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-color: rgb(241, 68, 111); border-bottom-style: solid; border-bottom-width: 1px; border-color: initial; border-left-color: rgb(241, 68, 111); border-left-style: solid; border-left-width: 1px; border-right-color: rgb(241, 68, 111); border-right-style: solid; border-right-width: 1px; border-style: initial; border-top-color: rgb(241, 68, 111); border-top-style: solid; border-top-width: 1px; font-size: 16px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 20px; margin-top: 5px; max-width: 400px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 5px; padding-right: 5px; padding-top: 5px; vertical-align: baseline;" /></a></span></span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #061924; font-family: Arial, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 10px; line-height: 11px;"><a href="http://violentkiss-.tumblr.com/" style="-webkit-transition-delay: initial; -webkit-transition-duration: 0.5s; -webkit-transition-property: color; -webkit-transition-timing-function: ease-out; color: #08334b; text-decoration: none;"><img alt="" src="http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_liddjfmqLZ1qd4uipo1_500.jpg" style="-webkit-transition-delay: initial; -webkit-transition-duration: 0.2s; -webkit-transition-property: opacity; -webkit-transition-timing-function: linear; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; opacity: 1;" width="500px" /></a></span></span></span><br />
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</span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 11px;"><a href="http://violentkiss-.tumblr.com/" style="-webkit-transition-delay: initial; -webkit-transition-duration: 0.5s; -webkit-transition-property: color; -webkit-transition-timing-function: ease-out; text-decoration: none;"></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #061924; font-family: Arial, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 10px; line-height: 11px;"><a href="http://violentkiss-.tumblr.com/" style="-webkit-transition-delay: initial; -webkit-transition-duration: 0.5s; -webkit-transition-property: color; -webkit-transition-timing-function: ease-out; color: #686868; text-decoration: none;"><img alt="" src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lidad54Wp31qd4uipo1_500.jpg" style="-webkit-transition-delay: initial; -webkit-transition-duration: 0.7s; -webkit-transition-property: opacity; -webkit-transition-timing-function: linear; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; opacity: 0.75;" width="500px" /></a></span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #646464; font-family: Arial, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;"><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;">ps. I am in love with LIGHTS. Give her a listen. She's thinspo, as well :)</span></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 12px;">pps. Do you like the new backround thingy? I think its more "happy" compared to the other one :) </span></span></div>Abbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-2974006066089344542011-03-17T12:34:00.000-07:002011-03-17T12:34:20.592-07:00I Don't Know What Keeps Me GoingI'm too fat. Maybe that's it.<br />
Or I'm too ugly. That can't be it because every adult my mom knows has said I'm beautiful.<br />
Maybe I need to work harder on my looks. But there's not much I can do.<br />
<br />
I think my friends and some other people are having a party this weekend.<br />
Other friends that aren't invited or some other day are probably going to the mall this weekend... like they do every weekend.<br />
You can probably guess what I'm doing this weekend. Nothing.<br />
<br />
I want to cut again. But I'll feel guilty because my dad saw scratches on my arms and told me that my aunt used to cut and I lied and said I didn't.<br />
<br />
I seriously do not know how I'm still here, how I am still going to that hell of a school. I'm contemplating homeschooling but then I'll be more lonely. And another, little part of me is hoping that this will pass.<br />
Maybe M is the reason. I don't know. I'm at that point where I don't want to die without knowing if there was/is anything there.<br />
I'm so fucking scared to talk to him because all his friends are asses and I am terrified of getting judged and hurt.<br />
<br />
I'm really sorry if I brought you down with this depressing post.<br />
<br />
xoxo,<br />
Abbey<br />
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</div>Abbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-53672549627105634502011-03-16T13:17:00.000-07:002011-03-16T17:47:45.570-07:00Lonely<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 16px;"><iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="344" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/Klh9TLeAblc?fs=1" width="425"></iframe></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, serif;">Describes my day perfectly</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Georgia, serif;">^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^</span></div><br />
I have no idea what the hell I did, but all my friends ran away from me, giggling and laughing, and it happened right after A whispered something in their ears. I wanted to flip them off but... I'm not like that... all the time. The funny thing is, something pretty close just happened to J and <i>she just laughed and went along.</i> WTF?? She's super nice and I don't put her down (unlike A- I didn't do anything to her either- and D). Also, just yesterday, someone said I was extremely nice. She wasn't there then... she probably would have went along, too. And then A was all laugh-y and talk-y with me later. WTF, bitch?<br />
<br />
Yesterday, M and I got in a little "war". It was cute :). A girl volleyed something to me and I attempted to volley it back but it went over M's head and we kept throwing a bunch of other stuff at each other. He kept laughing and smiling and cursing when he missed me.<br />
Today, he kept kinda looking at me and he looked at the homework I was trying to get done at the end of the day. He's in a higher class and I soo wish he would've asked what I was doing... may have led to me getting his number ;D<br />
<br />
Alright, food... good. Could've done better....<br />
<br />
Mom got mad cuz she gained 10 lbs/all the weight she lost. Hey me too! bleh >:(... at least my size 4 jeans still fit<br />
<br />
Love ya,<br />
Abbey<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;">Thinspo:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 16px;"><a href="http://filthyxwastedxyouth.tumblr.com/post/3695470823" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; color: #f1446f; font-size: 16px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"><img alt="" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lho7a5cJP31qdw7cuo1_400.jpg" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-color: rgb(241, 68, 111); border-bottom-style: solid; border-bottom-width: 1px; border-color: initial; border-left-color: rgb(241, 68, 111); border-left-style: solid; border-left-width: 1px; border-right-color: rgb(241, 68, 111); border-right-style: solid; border-right-width: 1px; border-style: initial; border-top-color: rgb(241, 68, 111); border-top-style: solid; border-top-width: 1px; font-size: 16px; margin-bottom: 20px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 20px; margin-top: 5px; max-width: 400px; outline-color: initial; outline-style: initial; outline-width: 0px; padding-bottom: 5px; padding-left: 5px; padding-right: 5px; padding-top: 5px; vertical-align: baseline;" /></a></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: 1px; color: #343434; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sane-serif; font-size: 11px;"><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/midnightsgarden/5089351058" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: #f14c8e; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; color: #343434; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><img alt="theeuphoria:
(by midnights garden)" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lhzz8eX67N1qet6myo1_500.jpg" style="background-attachment: initial !important; background-clip: initial !important; background-color: initial !important; background-image: none !important; background-origin: initial !important; background-position: initial initial !important; background-repeat: initial initial !important; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: -15px; max-width: 500px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: relative; z-index: 0;" /></a></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #999999; font-family: Baskerville, 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; font-size: 10px; line-height: 11px;"><a href="http://violentkiss-.tumblr.com/" style="-webkit-transition-delay: initial; -webkit-transition-duration: 0.5s; -webkit-transition-property: color; -webkit-transition-timing-function: ease-out; color: #868686; text-decoration: none;"><img alt="" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_li5z8qltAM1qd4uipo1_500.png" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; opacity: 1;" width="500px" /></a></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: 1px; color: #343434; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sane-serif; font-size: 11px;"><a href="http://weheartit.com/entry/7470955" style="color: #343434; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><img alt="" src="http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lhx4pjGEsW1qgplpco1_500.png" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: -15px; max-width: 500px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: relative; z-index: 0;" /></a></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-text-stroke-color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0); -webkit-text-stroke-width: 1px; color: #343434; font-family: Helvetica, Arial, sane-serif; font-size: 11px;"><a href="http://jaquegsilva.tumblr.com/post/3746789786" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: #f14c8e; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; color: #343434; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px;"><img alt="" src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lht1r53Csa1qf068uo1_500.jpg" style="background-attachment: initial !important; background-clip: initial !important; background-color: initial !important; background-image: none !important; background-origin: initial !important; background-position: initial initial !important; background-repeat: initial initial !important; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: -15px; max-width: 500px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; position: relative; z-index: 0;" /></a></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><img alt="tumblr_lfrembCSSh1qeaytlo1_500.jpg" src="webkit-fake-url://5D1D6076-19FC-4A10-ACBE-9A148750B7D5/tumblr_lfrembCSSh1qeaytlo1_500.jpg" /></div><div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><br />
</div><div style="font: normal normal normal 12px/normal Helvetica; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: left;">ps. If any of you girls, want bigger boobs, take mine. Please.</div>Abbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-79639151009098366382011-03-13T19:27:00.000-07:002011-03-13T19:27:45.696-07:00Goodies :)Evening, girlies.<br />
<br />
Today was good... I guess. I made peas and rice for myself at lunchtime and I barely at half. Just a few bites and I was satisfied.<br />
I decided to bake some treats for the family. Yellow and chocolate cupcakes and brownies with some pecans (we didn't have walnuts). That probably sounds a bit... dangerous, I guess. But...<br />
I made them with pumpkin so they're safe. No oil, no eggs, just pumpkin. And they don't taste like pumpkin and they're still yummy so I guess that's a win, too. Maybe I'll post the recipe later. I'm too worn out right now.<br />
<br />
Yesterday was my last day of Level 1 on the 30 Day Shred. I just finished Level 2 and Jillian kicked my ass. My arms hurt even typing this.<br />
<br />
Hope you all had a lovely week. I drew a picture for you so I'll have to post that when I finish it :)<br />
<br />
Um... yup.<br />
Love ya,<br />
stay strong,<br />
Abbey<br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Lots of Thinspo:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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<div style="font: normal normal normal 12px/normal Helvetica; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 16px; line-height: 16px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: black;"><a href="http://skimmmmmilk.tumblr.com/post/2666082476" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: transparent; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px; color: #f1446f; font-size: 16px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; outline-color: initial; 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</div><div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">We all kinda want to look like them, right? Or is that just me?</div><div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><br />
</div><div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">ps. Is the time change messing you up like it is with me?</div><div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;"><br />
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</span>Abbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-7524571939774223492011-03-12T16:24:00.000-08:002011-03-12T16:24:30.089-08:00I Need a TherapistHello!<br />
<br />
I didn't eat any Girl Scout Cookies yesterday and I only had two today so I'm getting better :)<br />
My friends are in a little tiff. Apparently, one set one off about two others and now the two others and the one (that got set off) are not speaking and are very angry at each other. I'm choosing not to get into it. And apparently, 2 of my friends went with the two to the mall and one of my other friends is going to the movies with some of her "besties" tonight... pisses me off.<br />
I try. I'm not clingy but I try. I actually cried to my mom in the parking lot of a store about how I'm alone every fucking weekend (yes, I cursed in front of my mom) and how this mean-ass bitch ruined my reputation and now people don't talk to me as much.<br />
<br />
Alright,<br />
stay strong,<br />
Abbey<br />
<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #646464; font-family: Arial, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px;"><a href="http://weheartit.com/entry/7750908" style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-color: #f8f8f8; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial; color: #424242; font-family: Arial, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 1em; font-style: normal; font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none; text-transform: uppercase;"><img alt="" src="http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lhqvb2cZIw1qzgajlo1_500.jpg" style="border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; border-style: initial; border-top-width: 0px;" /></a></span>Abbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-62692288826307005322011-03-10T13:07:00.000-08:002011-03-10T19:01:15.588-08:00All Girl Scouts... Go to HellI hate hate hate hate Girl Scout cookie season. I simply cannot control myself. A year or two ago, I would've eaten an entire sleeve and then some. I ate... 4 Peanut Butter patties(280) (ugh... mom should not have bought those. Any combination of peanut butter and chocolate is my weakness), 3 Thin Mints (160 for 4... that equals 120), and 3 lemon oreo type cookies (that was a serving... 170)<br />
= 570<br />
... DAMNIT!!!!<br />
<br />
When and if I become president, I am banning the selling of Girl Scout cookies, all food that is processed and/or not natural in any way, and... a lot of things, okay?<br />
<br />
Alright, I'll have a panic attack if I don't calculate all this together...<br />
Breakfast: 1/2 cup egg beaters (60), Whole-Wheat English Muffin (120), ketchup (30), pear (100)= 310<br />
Lunch: yogurt (140), apple (40), v8 (70)= 250<br />
Disaster: 570<br />
Dinner: unknown<br />
Total (as of now): 1130<br />
shit<br />
Definitely working out tonight... if I ever get all the homework I have done.<br />
I was going to make a lovely dinner... I'll probably have some berries (80) and zucchini (???- but its safe).<br />
<br />
Hope you're doing better than me,<br />
Abbey<br />
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ps. The gap between my thighs is getting bigger :). I just have about an inch of fat on my upper thighs left... this makes me smile. Now only if my stomach would follow suit....<br />
pps. My friends suck sometimes. I am alone on the weekends while they go shopping or to the movies or to hang out... I don't even get texts or anything :( (sorry for raining on your happy parade if you had one)Abbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-29222929436064121662011-03-08T18:07:00.001-08:002011-03-08T18:07:35.015-08:009:07pmSometimes I like how I look and other times I want to smash the mirror and use the broken glass to cut everything off.Abbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-66390421048602068472011-03-07T14:57:00.000-08:002011-03-07T14:57:26.564-08:00Lent and Fat Tuesday (oh s**t)I read <a href="http://beautiful-lightness.blogspot.com/">Emma</a>'s post (thanks for following, by the way :3) about Lent and giving things up for Jesus, who sacrificed himself on the cross. Lent is supposed to show God how much we love him by sacrificing something or "fasting".<br />
I'm Catholic and I've been celebrating the Lenten holiday since I knew how to... probably since 2nd grade.<br />
This year, I am giving up quite a few things. Maybe 3... those are the more personal ones which I don't really want to share on the internet. But I guess the 4th one would be <b>no junk food</b>.<br />
I think our teachers taught us to give up one thing and replace it with another. So, <b>more exercise, less junk food</b>. Oh and I kinda need to <b>pray more</b>....<br />
What are you doing for Lent? And if you don't celebrate/ don't believe (I respect that) in this holiday, what do you want to do to make yourself a better person?<br />
<br />
Okay so... M looked at me and in a sort of happy smile-y way... which made me happy. One of my friends was being kinda bitchy... I didn't do anything so I don't see why she had to act that way. But I don't really care.<br />
<br />
I didn't pig out but... DAMN YOU, GIRL SCOUTS!! Mom brought home a box of Peanut Butter whatevers and I had 3... damnit.<br />
<br />
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ps. Mardi Gras (aka Fat Tuesday) is tomorrow. Great... <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">sarcasm</span>. They'll probably give us that sugary King cake... yummy... I was kidding.Abbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-17804535582627753072011-03-06T11:57:00.000-08:002011-03-06T11:57:47.471-08:00I'm in LoveM has my heart tied in a knot... I want to kiss him and hold his hand and have his arms wrapped around me.<br />
Nevershoutnever's songs will do that. And I can't say I don't love it.<br />
<br />
I haven't eaten much today. Just not hungry. I had 3 whole-wheat pancakes, 2 with a few chocolate chips in them, and a glass of fruit v8.<br />
<br />
I chatted with a boy on an anonymous chat site about relationships. He like a girl, I like M, and we gave each other advice. And then he had to go be a jerk and disconnect.<br />
<br />
Whatever. I was going to post last night but you could only see the thinspo and not the text.<br />
<br />
love,<br />
Abbey<br />
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</div><div style="font: 12.0px Helvetica; margin: 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px 0.0px;">Sorry if I killed you or made you puke with my mushiness.</div><br />
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</div>Abbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-11871987668083034922011-03-03T20:23:00.000-08:002011-03-03T20:23:18.837-08:00AlrightHello.<br />
Alright today. Made the mistake of thinking a 7 chip portion was actually 14 chips= double the calories than it would've been if I bothered to look at the serving size. ... That means I ate about 3 servings... great.<br />
Breakfast was oatmeal w/ unsweetened almond milk and mixed berries<br />
Lunch was yogurt, an orange, V8, and pistasios<br />
3 o'clock snack was... bad. 2 sugar-free pudding cups, the chip mistake, salsa, fat-free Cool Whip (1/3 of a serving... I think), and a few chocolate chips<br />
Dinner was pistasios, Pepsi Max (0), and some fruit<br />
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Oh well... I had a volleyball game today.<br />
I did Level One of 30 Day Shred yesterday... went good :). It went faster than I expected.<br />
I will be fit and close-to-bikini ready by April :)Abbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-71601034552490683902011-02-27T19:29:00.000-08:002011-02-27T19:33:25.080-08:0010:29pmThe water cooler is empty... it's kinda making me angry. We have one of those Brita filter thingos but I'm too lazy to fill it and too impatient to wait for it to filter.<br />
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Dad, Little Brother, and I went shopping for food and stuff yesterday. The place we went is kinda like Costco but we don't have a Costco here and I've seen it on tv so... yeah. Anyway, we bought soo much stuff. Two carts full.<br />
And Two things about this place: they have good stuff (supplements, protein powder/bars, detox whatevers, frozen fruit, regular fruit, veggies, lemon juice, etc) and everything else is processed crap. We bought a little of both. Who thinks I'm going to eat processed crap? Put your hand down!! haha just kidding... that wasn't really funny, was it? Oh well....<br />
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Today was a good day. Stayed close to my caloric goal. I could've worked out and I wanted to but... I didn't. Took a shower though... <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-small;">as if that counts for anything, really. </span><br />
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Mom and I got in an argument over eating healthy and the way my parents feed my brother. Mom got super pissed... like you wouldn't believe really. She thought I was criticising her and my dad for how they treat Brother and how he's gonna end up depressed because I call him fat... which I don't... at least not to his face. I wanted to say "If you watched this season of the Biggest Loser, you'd know that the groups that are parent and son/daughter, the parents blame themselves for the size of their kid".<br />
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Alright, that's it.<br />
xoxo,<br />
Abbey<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: arial, sans-serif;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #444444;">ps. I'm definitely doing my workout twice tomorrow... I need my metabolism too speed up NOW.</span></span></span>Abbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-83398325905722844092011-02-26T21:07:00.000-08:002011-02-26T21:07:39.852-08:0012:07amAte normally... kinda. I counted the majority of my calories but, by about 8 o'clock, I was like "screw it". I didn't pig out... I'll just count this as my one cheat day for the week.<br />
So, what I didn't count was<br />
1 square of 60% Ghiradeli chocolate<br />
nut clusters (170 x3)<br />
wonton soup (100-something...)<br />
some crunchy noodles<br />
mixed berries<br />
a Crystal Light packet<br />
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I had a volleyball game and I walked around for 2 hours and I'll work out later tonight... I will.<br />
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-Abbey<br />
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I'm starting my workout at 9-ish since I finished eating about 30 minutes ago. <br />
Mom, you say "oh I'm such a fatty" and then you buy ice cream and pizza and crappy shit. And later you say "Oh, your brother's getting so big! We should really stop buying that processed crap." AND THEN YOU FUCKING BUY PIZZA AND SODA, EXPECTING YOUR FAT ASS SON TO LOSE WEIGHT?! THAT'S NOT HOW IT WORKS, BITCH!! STOP FEEDING HIM SHIT, HAVE HIM RIDE HIS BIKE INSTEAD OF SITTING ON THE COMPUTER FOR HOURS. STOP BUYING HIM MEALS FOR 3 PEOPLE!!!!!<br />
... and breath<br />
Sorry. Shit happens and shit makes me angry. <br />
Guess what? Mom bought pizza. Again. 'Cause my cousin is here and she can't cook. <br />
I ate pizza... two small slices. And then cereal.<br />
I've decided I'm doing my work out twice and drinking water and green tea like its my job. <br />
<br />
Have a good night, <br />
Abbey<br />
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ps. Weigh-in and liquid/raw veggie/raw fruit fast tomorrow<br />
pps. Starting Jillian Michael's 30 Day Shred on the first<br />
ppps. I'm leaving in 54 days... great... I must lose 10-15 lbs. by then<br />
pppps. New rule: No fast food.Abbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-71071816152009054372011-02-24T17:12:00.000-08:002011-02-24T17:12:01.431-08:008:11pmI'm still fat. For some reason, I always hope to wake up and be 35+ lbs. lighter. Or have the metabolism of a cheetah... if cheetahs have superduper fast metabolisms. <br />
Ugh. <br />
Volleyball tonight. <br />
Nothing else, really. <br />
xoxo, <br />
AbbeyAbbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-45034110343097990962011-02-22T13:40:00.001-08:002011-02-22T13:40:39.024-08:00Road BlockMy mom decided to buy ice cream and soft pretzels from a bakery. Ugh... ate half a pretzel and what looked like half a pint of ice cream... she bought one of my favorites.<br />
Damn.<br />
Going to go work it off now.<br />
Veggies and V8 for dinner.<br />
<br />
xoxo,<br />
AbbeyAbbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-15141297266467220802011-02-21T18:17:00.000-08:002011-02-21T18:25:06.162-08:00Fat DayWe all get them, right? I just look... very wide (both head-on and sideways). I don't like it.<br />
I did my workout again today. I kept getting muscle weirdness in my left foot and I had to stop every fifteen minutes or so.<br />
I didn't eat a lot today but I didn't count the calories.<br />
I ate:<br />
a pear<br />
2 pancakes (1 plain, 1 with some semi-sweet chocolate) with a bit of sugar-free syrup<br />
zucchini<br />
half a bottle (the full size) of V8<br />
a LeanCuisine (like 220 calories)<br />
a high-fiber tortilla w/ salsa<br />
2 cupcakes/brownies/muffins (362)<br />
water<br />
some York Pieces (most likely in the serving range [50 pieces] so it'd be 170)<br />
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I guess my fruit/veggie/liquid fast didn't go <i>great</i> but I did workout and clean my room... thus burning calories.<br />
<br />
Yay me.<br />
<br />
Kinda hungry. V8 will do.<br />
<br />
Love, skinnies, and everything else,<br />
Abbey<br />
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ps. Reading comments about someone saying M likes some... *cough* slutty bitch that no one likes... makes me want to cry/scream/crawl in a hole and die.<br />
pps. I don't think my period really came... I got tricked. This happened a few months ago too.Abbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-83025232445484666672011-02-20T16:10:00.000-08:002011-02-20T16:10:31.476-08:00FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT<br />
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If you keep eating like this, you'll end up on the Biggest Loser<br />
-Ana<br />
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I'm fruit/veggie/liquid fasting tomorrow.Abbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-58127403984653871912011-02-17T18:11:00.000-08:002011-02-17T18:11:49.311-08:009:11pmToday was pretty good. I think I stayed around my limit.<br />
I didn't do my workout but I had volleyball practice.<br />
Talked with one of my friends for a while... it was fun.<br />
Had a speaker come in and I noticed one of the guys looking at me a few times. Confidence boost, I guess... but all the girls hate him so it's like taboo. But we a had class together last year and we sat next to each other... he'd try to cheat off me, I'd yell at him, he'd tell me stuff, he "invited" me over once... quotes because it wasn't really legit. He's kinda like the guy I was talking about but he has straight hair.<br />
And M (the guy I'm in love with) talked to me... I sound like a stalker, huh? Just a little conversation and he looked me in the eyes and they kinda "sparkled" and... I felt like a complete idiot.<br />
Ugh.<br />
I need a better perfume. Mine effing sucks.<br />
<br />
Love and skinnies,<br />
AbbeyAbbeyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14027094028025926335noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2750966334610735746.post-32613052499550587202011-02-16T17:03:00.000-08:002011-02-16T17:03:28.759-08:00Cue Happy FaceMother bought pizza. For my chubby little brother... that sounds mean... my "heavy set" little brother. I couldn't resist. 2 bread sticks, 2 slices. gonna guess 600 in all... I was good today, though.<br />
Been eating just carrots and apples for lunch the past few days. Had a bag of pistasios with them today but... its okay.<br />
I worked out today!! For a full 50 minutes. Before I started, I was exhausted (probably the little "friend") but I did it anyway. 15 minutes in, I was soo tired. Laid down for like 5 minutes and got back up and continued.<br />
Yay me!<br />
<br />
And the boy I am absolutely crazy for... still not sure if he likes me, but we had a little "conversation". Just silent... he raised his eyebrows in that "Seriously?" kinda way and me nodding in a "oh, yeah, it's stupid" way. Some kids were talking about an old movie/musical we had to watch in a class (he wasn't in it). He's been bumping into me a few times and he smells so godamn good! I know it's cliche, but I'm going to marry him. Just... later in life.<br />
<br />
Eeeep.<br />
<br />
haha<br />
Love and hugs,<br />
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